Splurge Day

Today was my Splurge Day! I didn't eat much during the day, so I decided today would be a good day for treating myself for my efforts. When I did my splurging, I am both surprised and elated that I didn't OVER-splurge! YAY ME! I actually like my new habits! I like being retrained from my old ways. It feels good. I feel good. I am looking forward to chewing away 172 pounds, nom nom nom you bad fat! That is what this blog is all about, not the usual idiomatic expression.

Today I thought about beauty. I am the epitome of "BBW", inside and out. In fact, all people have beauty, most don't know how or don't want to use it. I have come to accept myself as a Big, Beautiful Woman because that is who I am. Although, on the inside I am thin. That thin, or at least healthy woman will be coming soon. While I believe everyone is who they are, and should be proud of it, there comes a time when our downfalls must be dealt with. I have too many downfalls, but the major one is my weight. As I get older, it is affecting my body in a way that unsettles me.

I am lucky to not have high blood pressure and diabetes now, but the road I am going down doesn't guarantee I won't have those diseases say, 10 years from now. The buck stops here before it is too late. As my wonderful mother says, "Enough is enough, and too much is nasty!" I am completely overjoyed at me fighting temptation. Sure, this is the beginning of my journey, but I am on the right path, and that is ALL that matters.

Ok, here is my menu for today:

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Hehe, by the way, I had my pity potty and flushed. I wasn't exactly discouraged, just frustrated.
Be yourself, love yourself, don't be afraid to change for the better. Here is the.....

Thought of the Day
Today is today, tomorrow is tomorrow. Yesterday was in the past, so let it stay there!